On Jennifer Love Hewitt's 30th Birthday

No, this post isn't exactly ON Jennifer Love Hewitt's 30th birthday. Her birthday is actually tomorrow, February 21. Sue me. I needed to get this out there so that I can hopefully let Jennifer Love Hewitt know what I think of her. This is ABOUT Jennifer Love Hewitt's 30th birthday, and my feelings for her.

It seems to me that the time for youth has ended. While 30 is not that far from 29, and 29 from 28, etc., the years stack up, and having a 3-0 next to your name puts you beyond the age of "youngness".

This is not a hit on my dear Jennifer. It is an acknowledgement of growing up and facing the future, and Jennifer has a very bright future ahead of her indeed. Her TV series, Ghost Whisperer, is a Friday night smash. Her fans are as frenzied as ever to see her and hear her on that glowing boob tube every Friday night.

Meanwhile, she is still getting offers to do Playboy, which should say something about her sexual popularity. Whether wedding plans or irreconcilable differences caused the break-up of Ross McCall and our dear Love, it certainly can't be because her hotness has diminished in any fashion or form. Sure, people have poked fun at her in bikinis, people have highlighted her weight-loss from marathon-training, and people have generally talked smack about her and her ex-fiance. This should not, and indeed shall not, stop Love from marching proudly into her 30s proclaiming "I am Woman; hear me ROAR!"

It is my fondest wish to be able to share these sentiments with Love in person. Watching her from afar is like watching an animal encased in a zoo. Their natural beauty is evident, but their existence is only as far as from one side of the cage to the other. Because of this, I can never get a glimpse of Love's true existence outside the lens of the paparazzi, and so I cannot truly glimpse through the screen to who Love truly is.

Very shortly, I assume, I shall make a go of it to talk to Love. Unfortunately, in so doing, I doubt that I can separate my online persona from my real one. In any case, I know that very shortly after this, I shall be discovered. It is something that I am reluctant to have happen, but willing if only to go public with a life that I believe is acceptable when considered through the prism in which it is viewed--as a constructive outlet for some less-than-savory desires. But then, is my love for Love less than savory? Is any one obsession less than savory if it leads to positive outcomes and true realizations?

I doubt if many, or any, of these questions can be answered until I see her. Something infinitely powerful is dragging me forward to do what I soon will do. I hope that things will work out for the best, and that, upon all these things coming to pass, the world, and Jennifer Love Hewitt, will be different because I existed in it.

See you soon, Love, and Happy 30th birthday.

QwizzicalBE